Sometimes I just do not get life. I really wish at times that our plans were placed right in front of our faces and we would just follow them. I am talking in this instance about school.

I have been meaning to go back to school for some time. I went back a couple of years ago, took a few classes and stopped. I went back last summer & fall for a couple of classes and stopped. I just do not know what to do. I am undecided in what I want to study. I mean, I know I do not have to go to college, but Johanna wants to be a stay at home Mom so I feel I am under some pressure to finish school and get a degree. Let me say this though, I do not feel ANY pressure from her about going to school, the pressure is coming from within me. I want to be able to give my wife whatever she wants and will make her happy. She does feel like she has missed a big chunk of Elijah's life with having to work full-time. She would love to stay home. I really do not see that happening anytime soon, especially if we stay in MD.

The cost of living here is out of this world. They just find ways of taking our money and the prices of houses make it next to impossible for a first time home buyer.....

So there is my rant for today. I am going to go back to work now. Have a nice day!